Regrets

Life's not good
'cause there's always a "could".
Couldn't I do
couldn't I do
something wrong ?

At the end of the day
I'm not smarter anyway.
Shouldn't I know
shoudln't I know
I was wrong ?

I'm not learning anything,
anymore,
from anyone.

'Caus I don't listen to what they say,
what they know
and what they've done.

I take a look in the mirror
but I don't know what I see.
Is this my life ?
Or ist this just me ?
Have my everyday actions
ruined my future life ?
Will I get a second chance
till the day that I die ?

I don't want to change myself
in any way,
to anyone.

But I'm afraid that I will lose
the war although
the battle's won.

And now I'm here,
I'm standing there,
I've ended up
with nowhere to go.
And I'm afraid,
that I have failed,
I've missed my chances
and ran out of luck.

Today, I say
I do something
and change the way I'm living.
I've got the
best intentions and
I hope my life's forgiving.