The nervous guy

I sit next to you
but I'm far away
there are so many things
I'd like to say.
But I don't dare
to talk to you
I'm just sittin around here
like a fool.
Your friends are with you
all the time.
Without them
it would be fine.
But I'm not part
of your chat.
Feeling nervous
feelding bad.
Just laughing
at the jokes you tell
feeling worse
this is hell.
Why can't I just
lose myself
maybe I need
professional help ?

Refrain:
I'm the nervous guy
the one that always smiles.
I'm not talking a lot
but what I say sound always odd.
I'm not feeling shy
but I just don't know why.
You are close to make me cry
yes, I'm the nervous guy !