Let go

It's hard for me to let go of this friend - I'm crying
For reasons that I still don't understand - I'm lying
If I'd say that I don't care, if I'd day that's it's allright.
She never cared at all, she never even tried.

(To) become a person I could rely upon - I wished for
She said she would but now that she is gone - I miss her
I still don't know what happened. We were so close!
She threw it all away and changed to something cold

Now I drown in memories, are becoming my enemies.
We were together. We were happy. 

And I tried to be there for her, tried to care of her.
Then she felt better. So she dumped me.

And now I know it was all a game and it never will be the same.
She broke her promise and lied right to the face.