It's you

I'm on my own alone again.
Can't think of a person I could blame.
Just happens to be the worst of my days.
Just happens to be the future for me.
I really hate to think that I
think that I hate my-
self the way that I regret
all the things that I have said
weren't meant to hurt you.

Refrain:
It's you all in my head right now.
It's you that's nowhere near right now.
It's you I'm missing most,
it's you my myserie's cause.

It's you making me sick somehow.
It's you turning my head around.
It's you I'm missing most,
it's you my myserie's cause.

I've spent a couple of days,
revisiting the places
where I didn't feel alone,
which you made me my home.
The day you ran away,
they turned to bitter gray.
Recalling memories,
still connected to this place.

The leaves are turning brown,
my soul is still unsound.
You were a part of me,
I broke when you broke free.

Refrain

I'm lying in my bed awake.
I shut my eyes and then I wait
for the darkness to come an silence my thoughts,
for the nightmares to come which I've always fought.
I don't know you became a dream
that makes me sweat, that makes me scream.
A scar so deep inside my heart
makes me fail before I start.
Makes me fail to get over you.

Refrain